mayabini

Walking in the rain…
At a moment that was
Nothing but strange
I felt as if u were nearby
… yet so far.
That familiar fragrance of yours
lingered in the crisp air.
The swaying trees caressed by the winds
Giving me some hints that I couldn’t see
Maybe telling me about you…
Sitting by the window...
Staring at the rain
Perhaps…thinking about me
And the times we spent together
…while being apart!
Maybe it isn’t raining
Perhaps it’s just the Heaven’s way
Of taking pity at yet another martyr
In the Kingdom of Love
--- crying for me
--- thinking that if I could’ve received some drops of love
--- maybe I would’ve just survived to live!!
Nothing, absolutely nothing can be so perfect
That it can’t be true…
You were the reason for my smiles
And for my heart’s secret desires.
Maybe one day u’ll understand
… What you’ve done to me.
You just didn’t know… how to say “I do”!
What else is love
If it’s not true friendship?
Every so often I wonder
If the pen I am holding right now to write...
Whether it can kill me too?
Am I becoming insanely mad?
Akin to those opium eaters of yore!!
The rain is pouring still
But I’m oblivious to it now...
Walking along the road… unknown
Wondering if it can lead to ur heart
How much can one kill a man
So that he can really die?
How much? How long?
If love’s God’s absolute gift
Then why can’t we accept it?
Maybe one day u’ll understand
… What you’ve done to me.
You just didn’t know… how to say “I do”!
Am I the dead man walking?
Or someone who’s walking towards death?
I don’t want any answers…
I just don’t care!